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-Original Message-
My dear,its me here, how are you doing ? did you miss me ? ) i know you did and i did miss you all this time too,you know the time goes so fast when i am at work, but when i start thinking about you,the time just stops. You know,i have been working a lot already and my last vacation was about before the New Year and i need to have some rest soon because work is really hard this days and many people to come to our clinic because they have vacations also and just no time for it after. You can say it sounds strange to miss someone you never see before,but it is really so ! so i do not know how can i explain it and do i need it really ? :) i think you can understand it without words. Yesterday evening i visited parents and we talked about you, they are really surprised about us and they belive i will can be happy abroad and it can be the new start for me, they always try to support me,you know,my dad is great man and every time i felt sad or i need to talk someone, every time i came to him and he gave me an advice how to find the way from difficult situation or how to solve the problems and yes,i do listen to him because he always tells me the same his heart tells him and this time when i start talking about you he said that i stay here all my life and i am already 30 and that it is just not the positive life he want me to have and here is nobody to take a care of me, yes,i have been married before,father never said i should not marry my ex-he just said do what my heart tells me ! I would like you to meet him one day and i do proud of him, my dad's name is Shohruh,he said he is going to miss me if i go far,but he want me to be happy,and i do need to make my own choice,so i belive if we met with you and like each other the same in the writings we can have a future together, and i already start to feel that my heart beats faster and faster with every day,but i little bit afraid to fall in love with you, because i never see you before in person and because you are so far,but what can i do and can i stop my self and do i really need to stop my self ? I feel i can trust you and that you will not let me down and i can promise the same from my side, because as i have wrote before i am one man woman and if i have my soulmate i never look around and i never put attention on any other man because i am happy already and just do not need to do it. tell me this all serious for you the same as for me ! All the things happens between us already are serious and it start to change my life already and i forget when i felt so nice as now the last time and if i ever felt like this. I want to be honest with you and i have nothing to hide. I feel that i can trust you,is that right feeling ? Could you tell me if i am right because it is important to hear this words from you,if that is really so only. I am looking forward to hearing from you soon With kisses