Reports :

-Original Message-
Hello my dearest One!!!! Here I am again sitting and reading your letter. Let's be serious. I understand everything you tell me about and I understand your doubts about the whole situation. But can you guarantee me that we shall always be together and you will never look at any other woman till the rest of your life??????? No! I bet, NO!!! People meet, people make friendship, fall in love, get married and etc... When two people get married because they love each other, they do believe they will be together till the rest of the lifes, but it doesn't always happen this way. Do you think I am not afraid that you will not like me? I do! I don't think myself to be a super good looking woman. I am attractive, but I am not beautiful and I am not perfect. I am a one-man woman!!! Either you are with me or with some other woman, you will never have guarantee that once one of you will not love the other one. Why are you so scared? Because of money issue? I have nothinkng to do with that. I just ask you to believe me and help me and give me a loan for some time. My hands are tired in this situation, I just can give you my word that I will return you the money back. Let me continue pondering on this whole situation. We never seen each other face to face and it is strange to me that you already afraid me to leave you because of some other guy. We don't love each other. All we have is a few photos and letters, we like each other and even more.... but this cannot be love!!! Maybe when we meet each other ( if we meet each other), we shall fall in love and then it will be right to talk about this, but not right now. You are not buying me, right? I mean you letter sounds like : " I give you a loan and you MUST be with ME!!!". I do want to be with you and you want to be with me but we never know what is waiting for us in the future. Maybe I will come to you and you will not like me at all, or maybe I will not like you or maybe we will not like each other. Michael, I want to try to build relationship with you because I like you!!! I really do!!! And if I could I would never ask you for a loan!!!! I am sorry if I sounded rude, I didn't want to offend you but I want to be sincere with you for all 100% too and I thank you for being honest with me too. Please tell me what you think???