Reports :

Letter 1
Hello my dear Jorge!
How are you today? Many thanks for your e-mail and photographs.
I hope, we will continue our relationship in reality. It sounds like
we are looking for the same things and I think we might have found a
solution to both our wants and needs. I can only hope... I want you to
know, I want to be open and up front and very honest with you. It's
very hard to explain to you about my feelings. I feel something very
special about you deep in my heart and I guess, that I am falling in
love with you and I can't help it. These are my feelings about you I
am not going to apologize for falling in love with you. I cannot help,
and there is something special about you that my heart felt. Every
time I receive your letter, my heart beats faster and I get very
excited to hear your lovely words to me. I just cannot wait for the moment
we meet in reality. You are the man, I want to touch, feel and to
smell your lovely aroma from your perfume and I believe, you are The
one I want To spend the rest of my life with and create lovely
children with you one day soon and to raise them in a warm loving home
full of love and happiness always. I want that we spend all our free
time together and that we will share everything in life with NO
secrets, NO lies and NO betrayals. I will do everything possible to
make the person close to me only happy and I want hat our lives
together were happy, exciting, funny, loving, affectionate, passionate
and special. Well, I think, I have said enough for now. You probably
will be in shock with my words!

I believe that love is a friendship that catches on fire and it takes
root deep in the heart and it grows stronger with each passing day.
Love is being patient with the faults of others. It doesn't criticize
and broadcast to the world the faults of others. Love doesn't hold
grudges and love is not just about great sex. I remember what my Grand
ma told me about love. She said, take away the passion and romance,
and if you still love him with all your heart, then you are in love.
Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been
disappointed, those who still believe, even though they have been
betrayed and those who still love even though they've been hurt
before. Maybe God wanted us to meet a few wrong people, before meeting
the right one, so that when we finally meet the right person, we would
know how to be grateful for that gift. I truly believe in my heart
that when one door of happiness closes, another door opens. But often
we look so long at the closed door, that we don't see the one which
has just been opened for us.

You even don't imagine how much I need you, and how lonely I feel at
my empty home without my beloved man. I wait for you, and my life is
empty without my second half. I need you in my daily life, I need you
when I wake up, when I come home from work, I need you at night and
everything my heart desires at this moment is to hug you and feel your
warmth, your tenderness and love, hug you so strongly that our souls
blend with each other and we become one whole. I hope you feel the
same to me, and that you are also waiting for the moment when we
finally meet and I see you in person.

Maybe this sounds strange to you, but I can not stop my feelings. I
guess we can not control who or when we fall in love. Do you agree? I
just can not find the right words to tell you how happy I am with you
and to find the one special person, and I have found you, my dear and
hope you feel the same for me. I do not want to lose you.
Please write back soon. Kisses,

Anna.