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Thank you for your answer, my dear Richard and for your new picture. It was most awaited letter till last few weeks from you. Because I wanted to know what you think about my dream, about what I described in details in previous letter and of cause, I wanted to know what you think about our soon meeting. I understand that you liked my dream and you got pleasure from it. I'm happy that I could deliver it to you by my letter. But I don't want that each of my next letters would be something like previous one. Yes, it's nice to share such kind of dreams, but not in every letter. Such things are much better to do in real, than to dream about it and write many letters about it. Do you agree with me? But the same time, I promise you that someday in future I write you something like this again (smile). I'm fine here, nothing interesting happened since my last letter to you, what I would like to share with you. If you have some interesting events in your life, then I will be glad to know it and read in your next letter. I glad that you spend your weekends with your mother very good I think she was happy also for your visit. I understand that now you should return to your work and ordinary life and I think time will fly faster for you now. Of cause I would like you to cook something delicious for me one day, maybe even very soon...

So, now I would like to continue speak about our meeting. I'm glad that you agreed with me that it will be better if I come to you soon. After I sent you my previous letter I was afraid, that you can tell me different words. I was afraid that you may say, that you are not ready to meet me yet, that you don't know me enough to have this meeting and that we need to communicate many months more, before this meeting happen. For me it would be the worse of option. Then it would mean, that your feelings are not so strong to me and that you are just like our letters. Because I believe that if person get strong love and this feeling is mutual, then next step should be embodiment this in real life. For this feeling become stronger, for all emotions, desires and feelings could go out of the person and come to his loved one. For both could see and feel how strong is this love, how happy it makes both of them! If person prefer to wait or delay this beautiful moment, then it means such person are not ready for this best feeling in the world, not ready for love. Some people may tell that real love can wait and can be tested in waiting for long months… But I don't believe in it! Wake up every morning, knowing that your loved one person is somewhere very far without you, your hugs and kisses and continue to live this monotones life? Go to sleep every night in cold bed, without having opportunity to make love with the best person in the world? Instead of it to look for any "serious" justification, why this meeting can't happen now… It would not look like serious feeling and plans. I already several times called this feeling the most beautiful and the most necessary for any person. And it's really true! Because I'm sure, that this feeling may do miracle, may do impossible things real. Because real love – it's the best driving force in the world! Do you agree with me? Now it's the best time for bring our love to reality. Because our feelings are so fresh, so new, so bright and necessary in develop.

After I write you my first part of this letter, I didn't send it to you. I decided to do some researches about how can I come to you. I learned that for this I will need a tourist visa first of all and passport, where it will be placed. To get this visa I will need to have reserved hotel at least for 2 weeks or invitation from you, written from your hand. I will also need medical insurance and 2 way tickets. Visa will be good up to 90 days. After it I will have to return here. After it I am able to get another type of visa and stay longer in your country. It's the fastest and easy way to come to you soon. Total cost of all necessary things (2 way tickets, all necessary travel documents and insurance) varies from Euro 835 to Euro 1270. And travel agency in my country does it for very small fees for their work and about 10-14 days. Of cause I may try to do it my own, without travel agency, but whole this process will be loner, I can make some mistakes and in the end lose money, time and get refuse in getting visa, since I have no any experience in it at all. Final cost will depend on the date of my arrival to your country, of the airport where I will fly to and also from the number of stops along my way and the duration of these stops. So, I can tell you the exact cost, only after I have all the necessary information that I wrote to you. So if you interesting it then let me know international airport nearest to you and nearest day when you can meet me there. After I found out, I looked at my own sources and opportunities. And unfortunately, I don't have much of it right now. You know that I have my apartment in a mortgage. And 15 days ago, I made 2 regular payments at once, because last month I had a good salary.

And now the next 2 months I may miss mortgage payments. But all what I have after it is just Euro 140. I could try to borrow from my friend some more money, but I'm not sure that she will help me. Since at our last meeting, she talked about her own problems with it. I visited few banks either. But after they learned that I have already mortgage and my salary not so big, both they refused me in any loan. I tried to calculate how long it will take for me to save necessary amount, and it's about 5-6 months in very hard economy mode. Yes, if we don't have other way, then we should wait for so long till we meet. You already know my idea about such long expectation from first part of this letter, but if I can't change it, then we have to wait. It will be hard, but what else can we do? I believe that it's not right to ask you for help in this case. Since in this case you may start to think badly about me or even to blame me in some bad intentions that I had from starting of our communication. I don't want it be that way! Since I never had such bad intentions and my only one goal was to meet decent man, get love and become happy. And I found you. So I don't want that because of money our relations could be damaged. I don't want you doubt in my sincerest intentions or my feelings to you. But the same time I don't know what to next now. I just can't see any good solution in my head right now. All solutions seem not good or not comfortable. And the saddest thing is that nothing depends on me. I can't change it. Sorry, if in the end of this letter you may feel my sad mood, but it's so. And I don't want you be sad because of me either. So I think it will be better to finish this letter now and to wait for your next letter. Love you very much, sorry that I didn't have good news for you today or spoiled your mood.