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Letter 1
Hello my Dear Chris . It is very pleasant for me to receive your letter today. At me remarkable mood, weather in the street fine and that that I before myself see your letter makes my mood even better. I am glad, that we with you had such good relations. At me such yet was not, that I so have grown fond of the person with whom I communicate in letters. Such at me for the first time. I always think of you my dear. I shall never forget you. You always in my ideas. I shall always find for you time. I love you my dear. Thanks for your phone number. I shall try to call to you through a public telephone booth. You always in my dreams. I like to make love to you in my ideas. My days go imperceptibly without you. I miss on you my dear. Thanks you for your picture. At you the whole collection of your guitars. You probably very well play on the tool. I would like to hear you sometime. Chris ,I present you near to myself in my life always and everywhere. When I go in a trolley bus, I present you sitting near to me. When I go on shop, I present you, assisting to me with purchases. When I walk in park, I present you embracing me gently for a waist. When I sleep, I present you, laying near to me and warming me the gentle hands. You likely think, that I have gone mad, but actually it is simple feeling which does not give me rest. It is love!!! To me does not give rest expectation of your letters, I very much wait for our meeting. Today I all day thought of you. I thought, about you when have woken up, thought of you when took a bath when had breakfast when went for work and all day on work. Now I think of you when I write this letter. Sometimes I so strongly thought of you, that during employment I supposed mistakes.When I in my dreams I present, that I already together with you and we madly like each other. Such moments at me are enough frequently since as we have got acquainted with you, but today this moment all my day was. I am glad, that I have you, let is far from me, but I know, that I love you and when we shall meet I shall be so happy as never before was not. Well, the operating time of Internet - cafe comes to an end also to me it is necessary to leaving,I want to tell you, that I will be here tomorrow and I will wait your warm letter. I wish you good day. Your Lyuba. Date: Fri, 13 Apr 2007 21:49:59 +0400 Subject: Hi dear Chris! Hello my dear Chris. I am very glad to receive your letter today. Today in Internet - cafe there were any malfunctions. I could write to you earlier, but to me have told,that I waited a little.Now I here also write you this letter. I think, when all these difficulties with our dialogue will be terminated and between us there will be no obstacles. I present myself ours first meeting with you and my heart is overflown with pleasure. I hope, that our first meeting will be in the finest afternoon in our life. I dream, that we shall be with you together. I want, that we with you were happy. I shall always wait for that moment when we can meet you. I shall never forget about you. You for me represent the big interest. You have demented me. I began to notice at myself, that I constantly think of you my dear. I can do nothing with it. You have entered into my head and I cannot pull out you from it. You always are present at my dreams. I try to send you the pictures each time. My ideas only about you my dear. You have caught very much a greater fish. I do not know that for it a fish? You love fishing? You surprise me constantly. Chris, I still to you did not tell about that as I present myself it.I simply did not want you to speak it beforehand because I wanted that we have experienced it this day.But I can not hold it in myself more, I very much would like that you knew about it,my love. This dream begins with that moment when I am at the Airport of Russia when at me already all is that I could arrive to you and already nothing prevents me. I only will need to sit in the plane and to fly towards to the happiness. I already know, that I shall feel at this moment. I shall be overflown with happiness and ideas that now us divides only distance. I sit in the plane, it flies up also this distance starts to be reduced, with each second becoming all it is less. In process of my approach you, my love, I start to feel easy excitement which all becomes stronger. You probably will think what to worry already to anything, you see all difficulties already behind. Only excitement of pleasure which arises that I at last shall see that person with which before I the opportunity only had it to communicate through letters. For me it really very disturbing and an important point. At last the plane lands at the Airport, I realize, that I any more in that country which was for me native. I leave and on a gangway, I look back on the parties, trying to find you. I see you, I catch your sight my excitement reaches the limit, I am overflown with feelings. Now I already stand before you, not constraining feelings I strong embrace you,kiss and from my eyes tears of pleasure flow down. At this fine moment at me vanishes all excitements. I know, that you already with me and I do not want to let out you from the embraces. Further at us all will pass how we dreamed in ours with you letters. That I present from ours with you of the first meeting. Your words, your smile is very pleasant for me. I wish you good day. I GENTLE KISS YOU. Your Lyuba. From: lyubavaklava678@yahoo.com Date: Sat, 14 Apr 2007 21:47:27 +0400 Subject: Hi dear Chris! Hi my love Chris It is grateful to you for your warm letter. Today I saw very beautiful dream. It was about us with you. I asked the manager the Internet-cafe that he has adjusted to me yahoo mesanger, but he cannot make it. In their cafe it is impossible to use this service. It is very a pity to me my dear. Who has been represented in a picture near to you. It were your animals? I shall wait for your poems with greater impatience. I do not come into online as I do not have time for it. I write to you about the Internet-cafe. Except for me there are still clients. I cannot constantly sit at a computer. I hope, that you understand me. Early May morning. The sun has not risen yet, but behind a window already started to dawn. I have already risen, and now beholding you shipped in so sensitive dream, I have thought, That you are fine, is especial when sleep... And the ringlet of hair sleeping on your person, and these lips once giving tenderness and Caress ? all in you of Embrace of love today was fine. Not daring to disturb yours Sensitive dream, and enjoying your beauty, I sit beside and I can not tear off from you eyes. On horizon there is a sun, and minute behind one minute fills in a room gentle, morning light. It slowly step by step comes nearer to you and you, already blink from the sun which has got on you, You wake up and open amazingly blue, as the sky, in cloudless spring morning, eyes. And the sun, being reflected in them, adds to them magic fascinating shine. It is a little having come in of itself, I wish you kind morning. You, cheerfully having smiled and are graceful Having pulled, you answer same, and I understand, that for this sight and for this smile I am ready To give all on light. Can stop time eternally to enjoy this moment I dare that and never before did not speak anybody. Silently, almost whisper, looking in your eyes, I have told, that I love you. This instant your eyes were filled with shine. No, it was not The sun reflected in them, simply now you became the happiest person on the ground. You have quickly leant against me and, having embraced me so is strong, as though more never gathered to let off me, Has whispered, that too me you love. I, have tenderly kissed, have gently embraced you. Absolutely happy two persons, having merged in a uniform kiss, gently embraced each other. The sun lit up our happy persons. We were happy, as anybody and was never happy. Time has slowed down the course and soon in general has stopped. Pointers of hours have stood, the silence around was established, In which palpation of two liking hearts was audible only. This world was created for us two. This instant the familiar bell which has destroyed created somewhere away was distributed Us the world ? that fragile and while nobody the touched idyll. You have involuntarily weakened embraces, Has looked to me in eyes, has told, - ? Forgive ? and farewell ?, - and as morning The fog was dissolved in my embraces. The bell everyone was louder and louder. I have opened eyes and have approached to a table, on which There was an alarm clock which dial showed equally 6.30. The sky behind a window was It is delayed by grey clouds and a rain, went behind a window, silently knocked on glass. People, Having hidden under parasols slowly, bypassing pools, went in unknown me a direction. Having stiffened on a place, I have tried to realize, comprehend occurred with me for the last Minutes of event. Finally having woken up, I have understood, what terrible joke my dreams have played with me. Having taken away me from lonely, constant, measured life they have brought down on me a falls Extreme emotions, strange, for a long time the forgotten feelings, and then one jerk having pulled out from It from this fine, gentle and touching world have returned me back in this Strange and lonely life in which already very long time ago there was nothing so fine. Dream has dissipated, and in memory there was you ? fine, mysterious creation, your bewitching sight, Cheerful smile and brilliant eyes with happiness. Life goes. Day is replaced in the afternoon, But through all life I about carry hope, that sometime this dream begins Really and will be in My life and this fine morning, and this unforgettable recognition. I love you Chris Your love Lyuba. From: lyubavaklava678@yahoo.com Date: Wed, 14 Mar 2007 21:35:03 +0300 Subject: Hello my friend! Hello Chris!!! I even did not think, that you might respond to my letter to you. I would like to get acquainted with you closer. I wanted to continue with you correspondence. It would be interesting to me to learn more about you. I do not know why, but I liked your structure. I want and to receive from you letters further. In the first letter I want to tell you, that I search for serious relations. I want to find to myself the partner. I want to find to myself such the man with whom I can create strong and long relations. I want to hope that can find to itself of the loved person. But for this purpose we should learn with you each other better. I want to correspond without a deceit. I do not want, that you would write me a lie. I would like to receive from you only frank letters. Because, in my opinion, without trust and revelation it is impossible to create strong relations. Therefore I at once ask you, that you would not deceive me. Because many deceived me, used my kindness and trustfulness. I would like love, I want to present all love which is stored at me in heart. The love of the loved person is necessary for me. It is hard for me to live one. You know, it seems to me, that when the person of nobody likes, he simply lives vainly. What for to live if you do not like? I think, that it is necessary to share the love with relatives to you the person. Now I want to tell about myself.I live in Russia, in city VOLZHSK. Now to me 28 years. I was born in August, 26. Years so quickly fly. I still yesterday remember, how I went to school as finished institute. And me it will be already fast 29 years. On the one hand it becomes sad, when you become more senior. But on the other hand, to you there comes life experience. The most important to live these years with the loved person. I very much want to be happy. I am ready to present all to the loved person. I shall do all what my loved person too was happy. Now I work as the manager in a private concern. This firm is engaged in realization of food stuffs by the gross. My work consists that I either search for clients, or I accept clients who have responded to advertising. This work is pleasant to me, I love this work. I work in good collective. But all over again I was frightened by that at this work it is necessary to itself to earn. Now I shall try to you to explain. There are works where the certain salary to workers is established. And having chosen a trade of the manager itself it is necessary to search to yourself for clients as much as possible because you receive only interest from the bargain. But now I understand, that it not so. At me the certain salary per one month is established. Because in any case, food stuffs bought always and will buy. As I can receive interest from those clients which I to find itself. Which have addressed not on advertising and which I have found. It is very convenient. Because you know, that if you could not find this month to yourself clients you all the same will receive the salary. Basically, I accept my work. To tell the truth, many mine familiar, friends, spoke me that I might find to myself and other work with the appearance. One time I wanted to engage in modelling business. But I have then understood, that can not achieve the big results in it. Simply it is very hard to be model. It is necessary to watch itself constantly. These are regular jobs, constantly you paint the hair to influence of chemistry. And it not so was pleasant to me. And money cannot be earned this trade. It may be possible in the big cities. But in my small city it is impossible. And in general, I not so would like to earn money that should to show me the body. I know, that to many models what to become popular, it is necessary to sleep with men. Simply so at us in Russia it is impossible to achieve anything. I was not going to lie down under anybody. I always wanted to live fairly. And now I want to live so, that it would not be a shame to me in the future with my acts. I want to be fair first of all before myself. I want to tell to you slightly about the family. I live now separately from mum. I do not have daddy. he has died, when I was absolutely small. I almost do not remember him. From close relatives I have still uncle, the aunt and her son who is necessary me the cousin. My mum gave all love to me. She might not present the love to my daddy. I very strongly love mum. I think, that she has brought up me the good person. But now I already adult, I live separately from mum. Earlier when I only left from mum, it was hard for me. I missed mum. But now I have already got used. To be simple all time with parents is impossible. Parents too want to live happily. I do not know, that else I might write to you in this letter. I do not know, that you interest, that you would want to learn about me. I am ready to answer all your questions. As I want to ask you that you would send me the photo. I want, what you and further continued to write to me. I shall be very glad to receive from you letters. I do not want, that you would remain indifferent to my letters. It is very important for me, that you would answer me. I wait for your letter. I hope, that tomorrow I can find it in the letter box. I want to know about you more. Write to me as much as possible about itself, about the relatives, about the work. Any details will be interesting to me. But on it I should finish the letter. I very much wait for your answer to my letter. Lyuba. Date: Thu, 15 Mar 2007 21:36:42 +0300 Subject: Hi dear friend! Hello dear Chris!!! I am again glad to receive from you the letter. It is pleasant for me, that you continue to write to me letters. I and further want to have correspondence with you. I want that you knew. I do not have house of the computer therefore I write you from the Internet of cafe. Probably, at us interest to each other will appear. There may be we with you then shall not only correspond. May be to us will want to be Closer. I think, that the distance for people loving each other does not exist distances and insuperable barrier. I think, that if you like Persons you will try to be any ways with him. The love actually works miracles. The love may change people. Love to To the loved person may force to change you completely. I can not tell you, that occurs to the person when like. But me It seems, that there is such sensation that you simply fly in heavens. All becomes perfect another, not such as before. I very much want To test this feeling love. I want to love. I want to present the love to the loved person. I would like to be happy. When I went in Internet - cafe what to write to you the letter, I in a head had very many ideas. I wanted you to write much. But Now at me simply all has taken off from a head. I have read your letter some times. To tell the truth, I did not think that you will answer me again. I Till now I can not believe that at me can turn out to construct relations in such way. But I know, that there are such cases, when People corresponded, and then they have understood that searched for all life each other. Probably it is interesting to you to know what relations at me were in the past, up to you. I can tell one to you was exact that at me in life not of the present love. I long met only one guy, but I do not like to recollect this time. These relations for me were very large mistake. It is not pleasant to me that men see in me only a beautiful doll from which it is possible to play and throw out. Probably many women have envied my beauty, and I in turn would envy them because I think that beauty it not the main thing in life. There is even such saying: " be not born beautiful, and be born happy ". Well all right we shall not be about it. From life I would like now only one: to find the happiness. That is the loved person. I want to be happy with him. I want to make his happy. Probably, it will be interesting to you to know, on mine I have decided to get acquainted in such a way why has got acquainted with you. I hope to change the life. I am sure, that I shall be happy with the loved person anywhere. To me my time in the Internet of cafe is time to go has approached by the end. Lyuba. Date: Fri, 16 Mar 2007 21:31:43 +0300 Subject: Hello dear Chris! Hello sweet Chris! I am very glad to your letters. It is pleasant for me to receive them again and again. I want to tell you at once that I have told to mum that I correspond with you. My mum knew that there are such acquaintances. But I did not know as she will react. She is glad, that I have got acquainted with you. She wishes me only the best. She wants, what we with you and further corresponded. Simply I very much want to create serious relations. She wants, that I would be happy. To her all the same who will be my elect. For her the most important, that my young man liked and respected me. I too think, that in relations this most important. Every day I have more and it would be desirable to receive your letters more. It seems to me, that I completely understand you. I am happy, that there is such person with which to me not only it is pleasant, but to which would like again and to write me letters again. It is pleasant for me to communicate with you, I want to continue ours relations. I do not want, what at us with you all on it It was finished. I want to learn you further and further. I very much would wish to communicate with you, but I do not have phone. It is a pity to me, that I cannot give you my phone number. I think, that I can find a way to call to you, but time is required to me. Inform me also the phone number that we could hear each other. Men in Russia do not understand, that the woman this fra