Reports :

"Hello my loved Alan.
Lovely I is very glad to receive your letter. With me everything is all right, mood at me not so good. Weather today good. IN THE STREET the snow at night was, but in the street yard keepers already cleaned a snow from roads and now people can go easy. My sweet, but understand you, that me will not let out from the country without my insurance. This insurance too is very important for me. It is possible to tell so, that me would not let out from the country if I had no the visa. My insurance is exact as depends. If insurance would be voluntary, I not make it!!!
I already have tickets to you, and I want to be with you. You do not think, that I deceive you and I want from you only money. It not so!!!! I really real also want to arrive to you. Earlier in your letters you spoke, that you want to be with me. Understand, that you have already won my heart and now it belongs only to you to one. But it still should be checked up time. If I shall arrive to you we should try to live together, whether and to look we approach each other whether or not.
You understand all this. Alan but you think, what you make on my place???? I understand, that it is very big money, but it is necessary for us to search what be exit. I did not ask you when there is nothing. Now it is simple at me there is no such opportunity to find money, I, and have addressed to you for the help. I for the sake of you was ready to do anything, I have left the family, girlfriends, parents. And it only for the sake of you!!!!! You think to me it was very easy. You could leave the work, family, friends and to go to other country for the sake of any woman??? And if you on half of way had a problem, and you cannot get to where. What you make???? When I have gone to Moscow I looked how I am seen off by parents and my girlfriends. It was very hard for me. I sat in the bus and from my eyes tears flew, but I recollected for the sake of what I leave all native. I have left all for the sake of you. But as soon as I had a problem I see, that you do not want to help me. If I could find itself money I would not ask you. Before I have asked you the help I have considered all variants where I can find this sum of money. It not the small sum of money for Russia. But feel, as it is now hard for me to be one on half of way to you. I have made all documents. When I have arrived to Moscow to me have told, that my visa will be made two weeks. I have thought, that it is a lot of and I have paid additional money for urgent manufacturing of the visa. I have made it because I wanted to arrive to you as soon as possible and to be happy with you.
We with you have a lot of dream and desires. It is necessary for us to search what be exit and to be together. If we have the big feelings each other we should trust each other. How it is possible to love the person and to not trust at all him???? I completely trust you and I want to be only with you. I thought much that when I have decided to go to you.
For me it was a difficult choice, but I nevertheless have overcome myself and have gone to you. I understand, that we and did not speak by with you when did not see each other to phone. I even have given you the address where I live. As I have given you the full name. Loved, you think I am not afraid, that if I to you shall arrive, and you deceived me, and you of me will force to be engaged in prostitution. There were many cases, that when women fell in love with men in other country and they allowed it money that they arrived. When these women vanished, Police searched for them. When have found some women appeared, that when they arrived to loved to the man it was at all the beloved, and the whoremaster. And he forced to be engaged women in prostitution. But I am sure in you, that you not such the man. I feel, that you that the man which I searched for all life. Probably, we with you were reduced with destiny!!! It who does not know. We can understand it when will pass a lot of time. Alan, I ask you to not think bad ideas about me. I speak you from all clean hearts, that I real, and I want to be only with you. I speak you on all of 100 %. I promise you, that I when I shall not injure you. If you do not trust me, tell as I I can prove to you, that real??? The main thing tell, as well as I on all am ready for the sake of you. Loved, understand, that my insurance is necessary for me necessarily!!!!
I found out in embassy, that still was necessary for me for my start.
In embassy have checked up all my documents and have told, that as soon as I shall have insurance I can take off. At me everything is all right with my documents. I now shall finish on it the letter. I shall look forward to hearing from you tomorrow. All my words are real. I really love you. I think of you 24 hours per day. I want to be only with you!!!!!!
Forever yours Irina!!!!"