Reports :

Hello! Now I feel guilty for not being able to do what I promised. I always do what I promise. Now I feel at ease. I am ashamed to ask you to help me. I must say I cannot meet with you because I cannot pay for the tickets myself. Of course, I know I shouldn't ask you for money. But at the same time, I cannot come to terms with the fact that I will not come to you. I did too much to arrange our meeting. I don't think we have a way back! If I refuse to meet with you, it will mean that everything was in vain. It is terrible for me to refuse to come to you, I did everything I could. Now I want you to help me. I think it's okay if I ask you to help me. Of course, I understand that maybe you have no feelings for me, or maybe you are not interested in our meeting. I understand that the amount of money is too large. I know this, and therefore it is more difficult for me to ask you. But at the same time, anyone can find themselves in my conditions. Now I can only do one thing. I just have to say that I will never come to you. But I don't want to say that because I want to meet you.

That's why I have to be honest, I need your help. Of course, I understand that I shouldn't do this. But I am an honest man. I am ashamed to ask you to help me, but life is a difficult thing, anything can happen. Of course, it's up to you whether you want to help me or not. Please forgive me for my words. I say this because I am desperate. I do not have much time. I need to pay the travel agency as soon as possible otherwise I will lose the money I paid. I failed to assess my strength, and all my efforts were wasted. I understand that the amount of money is too much for you. I didn't want to ask you. I can do everything myself. My loneliness has made me strong. I have always lived by my own efforts, I have always relied on myself. I very rarely asked someone to help me. But now I am not alone and I have you Edwin! Therefore, I ask you to help me. I am ashamed to talk about it. But I see no other way out. I am looking forward to your reply. Your love