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Original Message


Letter 1

Hi Richard! How are you doing? Thank you for always delighting me with your warm words. Lately I have started waking up with thoughts of you. I can't help it. I think only of you all the time. I am in constant expectation of your letter. When I read a letter from you, I can reread it several times. Your letters always cheer me up. You give me a charge and a smile for the whole day. I just can't go a minute without you. When I think of you, I feel you near me, I feel your stirring breath, the warmth of your body. Honey, you have no idea what you do to me! I live only for you! As long as you are on this earth, nothing scares me, I will overcome everything. Every day I thank God for helping me to find you among so many people, for our great tender love, which will never end - I am sure of that. I am concerned about our future together. I want to ask you questions about our relationship. It's important for me to know what you think about our relationship. How do you see our life together? Do you see us as a couple in the future? I want a man who I will be sure that he really loves me, our life values and hobbies coincide. I want a happy married life. It is important for me in a man to be sincere, honest and loyal.
It is difficult to find a man with these qualities. But I think I was lucky, I found just such a man in the person of you. When talking to you, I have the impression that you combine all these qualities. I can be sincere with you. I am very worried whether it will be a problem for us that I am from Russia. What will the people around you think of us? I firmly believe that I have awakened the most beautiful feeling that can exist between people. It is the feeling of love and the desire to take care of people. I spent last night thinking about my feelings and whether I should confess them. And yet I wrote to you. I hope I didn't embarrass you with my sincerity, and that I will get a letter from you again. I will be glad to get answers to the questions I have asked. It is important to me. I sincerely hope to receive a letter from you, your Lan Buttery.


Letter 2

Hi my dear Richard. I am very happy to hear from you. Thank you for answering my questions. It was important for me. Now I know that I was not mistaken about you. I realized that you and I are right for each other. You have all the qualities a man should have. You are a real man! I find you loving, reliable, faithful, loyal, devoted, caring, with a warm heart. I have confidence in you, that you will not betray me, as I betray you. I am attracted to you in appearance. I often began to imagine our meeting, how I could touch you, embrace you. I try not to notice the distance that separates us like an abyss. I believe that distance will not be an obstacle, and we will see each other in real life. It is a great happiness that I have you. You give me happiness. I think of you all my free time. When I do ordinary things, I imagine that you are there, looking and smiling at me. I don't need anyone but you. I feel truly alive with you. I'm breathing with my full breath! And I don't want to stop it. You're the one person I'm warm and comfortable with. I want to be a faithful girl and a loving wife to you. I believe in you and our feelings. I understand, and you understand too, that we need to meet to test and understand our feelings. I want more than just one date with you! One date won't be enough for us. We need to spend time together to understand our interests and our behavior at home. That way we will understand a lot about each other and we can feel each other out in real life! How do you feel about this? How do you see it all? How do you see our first meeting? Share your thoughts with me, please. I'd like to know what I should be preparing for in our first meeting. I look forward to your letter. Your Lan Buttery.


Letter 3

Hello, my dear Richard! I am very happy to hear from you. I have good news for you. I decided to tell my mother everything about you and me. It was exciting for me, she is the first person to know about you. She was a little shocked to hear that I was in contact with a man from another country. I showed her your picture. I told her I was thinking about moving to another country. Because I found the perfect man in you. My mother told me to be careful. She worries about me, wants me to do well. I told her I could work as a landscaper in your country. She knows I've always dreamed of that job. I am sure that one day my dream will definitely come true. And I will work in my profession. She is proud of me that I have good goals in life. And very much hopes that you will not cheat me and do not leave me. But she warned me that she could not help me organize a trip. She was offended by this, even cried. I reassured her, because I understand that it's not easy for her, she has an unemployed husband and a young daughter around her neck. I'm an adult, I'm independent and I have to deal with my own problems. All my thoughts are only about you. I can't stop thinking about you and our meeting. I imagine how I will fly to you and you will meet me at the airport. I will be able to hold you, kiss you, snuggle up and not let you go. It's so strange and pleasant when, waking up in the morning and falling asleep at night, I miss you so much. I will follow you in fire and in water! I'll catch with all my heart your every breath, your every smile, because I love you so much! I'll give you happiness! I can do it, for you are my life! I see how much you care for me. You're a real man, you're a very sincere and sensual man... You are the love of my life! There is nothing beautiful in this life like our love. We fight with you for our love, and rightly so. You are the best man. I believe in us and our future. Soon we will be together. I decided to record a video for you. I think you'll be pleased. I was worried, so I wrote the words down on a piece of paper first, and then I read them in front of the camera. I wanted to say in the video that I can't hear you, I want to hear your voice too. I want to hear it always! I will look forward to your letter. I miss you very much. All the best. Yours Lan Buttery.


Letter 4

Hello, my darling Richard! How are you doing? Thank you for your letter. As always your letter pleases my soul. Today I am going to go to my grandparents' village again. I always enjoy going to them. I feel happy in the countryside. Almost all my childhood was spent in the village with my grandparents. I have many fond memories from my childhood associated with this place. Unfortunately in modern times, it is more difficult to live there than in the city. The village of my grandparents is not gasified, they have to heat the house with firewood. They have to get water from a well in the street. They have a hard time in the wintertime, every day they have to heat the stove to keep the house warm. They also have a lot of other household chores; they have chickens and geese. When I visit them, I always try to help. Every year they plant different kinds of vegetables in their garden. They make pickles, jams and compotes. I hope in the future you will be able to taste pickles from my grandmother, this is a real masterpiece of cooking. In cooking, she adheres to the traditional recipes that her mother passed down to her in the distant past. My grandmother asked me to buy seeds of carrots, cucumbers, dill, parsley, turnips, beets and tomatoes. Since they are cheaper now out of season. Grandpa buys firewood every year. The firewood comes in the form of large logs that need to be sawn and split. So now he bought firewood, and asked me to come help put it away in a special place for it. Whenever I have free time, I try to visit my grandparents to help them with household chores. Of course they have a hard time in the village, but they never complain. They have lived their whole lives in this place. I have them very good, I love them a lot. I cherish my grandparents very much. I hope they live long years. I hope I didn't upset you with my story. You are no stranger to me, and I think you should know more about me and my relatives. Now you know what life is like in the villages in Russia. Now it's time for me to go. I'm going to miss you. Bye. Yours Lan Buttery.


Letter 5

Hello my love Richard! As always, I was very happy to read your letter. Thank you for what you have for me. All day today I thought about meeting you. I came home and decided to find out how it is possible to visit you. Because, due to the situation in the world, it has become much more difficult. I searched the Internet for information about what I need to come to you. You need a standard set of documents, a passport, a visa, and tickets. Of these, I only have my passport. I have applied remotely for a visa at the embassy of your country. If the consulate approves my application, I will have to personally visit the embassy, be interviewed and provide a package of documents. It will take several days to review my application. I have doubts that I will be approved for a visa at this difficult time. But I decided to give it a try. I'm sorry I didn't consult with you. If you say I shouldn't do it, it will be cancelled at the same moment. It's up to the people at the embassy now, I can't influence their decision in any way. By the way, I had to pay the consular fee of 5850 rubles. I will wait for approval for an interview. I also found out that there are no direct flights to your country from Russia. This is a consequence of the sanctions. The only door to your world is Turkey. To come to you, I have to fly from Moscow with a connection in Istanbul. All this seems impossible. I'm willing to do whatever it takes to make my dream come true, to be near you. I can't live here without you, and I don't want to. I want to join my fate with you, I need you! With love and waiting to meet you, your Lan Buttery.


Letter 6

Hello my love Richard!!! Dear, I was very happy to receive your letter again ! In our communication with you every word has a very deep meaning, we were able to achieve this through our correspondence! Wherever I am, whatever I do, I always dream of our future with you! Darling, I am sure we will be very good together, because our relationship is based on mutual love! You have become my goal in life, and I don't want to lose you even for a minute! It can seem strange, but I am ready to do the most rash and unusual deed for you and our love! I always wanted to find a man as good as you, my darling! My darling, every day I ask God to support you and be kinder, so that you avoid all problems and misfortunes! For you are very dear to me and I can only do that! It is very difficult for me to express in letters the abundance of feelings I have for you! That's why I want to be near you soon! Very often your picture visits me in my dreams! Sometimes I don't even want to wake up and watch this or that fragment until the end! After all, you think it's reality, but when you wake up, you realize that it's just a dream! And suddenly it becomes so sad and lonely! But I hope that we will meet very soon and we won't need our correspondence anymore, because we will be near each other! I hope that very soon I will get an answer for my visa. I hope I get my visa approved for you. I'm going to end this letter for today. When I have news, I will let you know about it. With love and looking forward to seeing you, your Lan Buttery.


Letter 7

Hello, my love Richard! How are you? What are you doing today? How are you spending your day? I am curious to know. Forgive me if I have not answered any of your questions. I always read your letters and try to answer your questions. Maybe for some reason I did not see your question, so I did not answer it. I hope that you are not angry with me. I am very happy about your letter. You know, I am sure that one day you and I will definitely be together. Only for that I first need to fly to you. Of course you are my knight. You are my prince. I miss you very much. If I were asked to describe my feelings for you, I would hardly be able to find a full and truthful description. And there are no words yet that could convey the fullness of my feelings, which arise at the mere thought of you, my darling. So the best explanation of the height of my feelings will be the simple earthly moments associated with you, without which I simply can't imagine my life. I very much hope that we will meet very soon. I love you. Kisses. Your Lan Buttery.


Letter 8

Hi my favorite Richard!!! How is your mood? Lately I can't stop thinking about meeting you. Every free minute I think about what I should do to be near you. I have never been so puzzled, I want to make our dream come true. It's realistic to make it happen. Love has a huge power, our love is not afraid of any obstacles, we will overcome everything on our way to be happy together. I have worries that you won't like me. I am an ordinary girl who has spent most of her life in the countryside. I am not the girl from the cover of a glossy magazine.
I'm used to living in modesty, content with what I have. I never thought I'd hang out with a man like you. I still can't believe you're interested in me. I hope I don't disappoint you! I guess I am thinking about it for nothing, but I want to share my feelings with you. I can't open up to anyone but you. I think you are the perfect man for me and I don't want to lose you. You came into my life like a fairy tale. I've been very lonely lately. Work, home, no personal life and so on every day. It's like a cage in here. When I was in college, my future life was very different. But the reality was scary. Loneliness and not loving work. I feel a kind of homesickness. I'm afraid of losing you. You're changing my life. You've given me hope of a happy life with you. I will try to live up to all your hopes in in me. I am who I am, but for the sake of your love, I will change. You have to make concessions to each other in a relationship. I hope we will always live with you in love and harmony. I write this letter now and it's like you are in front of me. I couldn't stop myself from writing.
I was afraid of losing my thoughts. Know that I am open to you and I hope you are too! With love, your Lan Buttery, I will send you a kiss!Lan Buttery