Reports :

-Original Message-
I am very pleased to see your letter, and I think, that you will be pleased to see also. In me all is fine, though work takes almost all my time, but I even love it as, in another way I should feel like boring. I was very pleased to receive your letter, I regret, that I cannot write to you so frequently as you, but I want it, I want to have all contact of time to you, and I want to tell, that you thank you for your relation to me, I love this, you feel to me, and I feel the same to you also. I love the report you and visitings of agency as each time, I check a box of the letter. In me - your expectation of the letter for me. I had dreams of you Billy, I really want to study you to speak with you, to take your hand and to see your eyes. There can be it - very sincerely now, but it - true, and I do not want to hide it. I like to dream very much. I do not know well if it - good or it is bad. But I am a dreamer. Since the childhood, I dreamed very much. I remember, that the teacher in a kindergarten informed us: " to be forgotten about your dreams! " She has told, that dreams do not bring happiness. She has told which dreams bring only pains and to disappointment. There can be she there were rights. Actually dreams are not always carried out. It happens, which you have placed all forces and all aspiration to reach the purposes. But frequently it - is insufficiently. Not all in this life depend on us. There is still a Destiny! Strong and invisible hands easily rearrange lives and hearts of people. And then the stop of dream to be a desirable star when it - was not possible long time. But anyhow, I think, that is necessary to live to have dream and hopes. When you have dream, the life is filled with value. When there is a dream, the life becomes more interesting and more various. You start to think, analyze, and to choose and, to make the decision. And each small victory, each destroyed obstacle in some respects in your dream, everyone after a step in your dream brings to you great pleasure. Your heart is filled with belief and hope. And to you inspire with the fact that waits for you in the end. You remember pleasure of victories and destroyed the purposes which it is better than a pain of losses and disappointments. For this reason I like to dream, however dreams are executed very seldom. I am surprised, that I write all from you it. I never had people with which I could allocate ideas. But now I have learned you, Billy, and I am very pleased. You - a part of my life now. And I estimate it very much. Billy, you became very important for me. And it is frank, I am afraid to lose you. Forgive to me for my frankness. If I would offend you anyhow or have forced inconveniences to forgive me please. Do not stop to enter into the name to me. The report on me of each day. Even if I cannot answer every day. Your letters betray on me of forces, and my day is filled with pleasure. I hope, you will not make it to become angry. I shall wait your letter with impatience. I think of you every day. I want to meet you soon, and I learn, how I can make my documents to arrive to you.