Reports :

-Original Message-
how are you? how was your weekend? what were you doing? my weekend was quiet. you know, this is more than just a day off for me. for me, this is an opportunity to sleep a little more than usual. I hope that my contract will end soon and then I will sleep until 12. hehe I am very pleased to hear that you are always happy to receive a message from me and you like my letters. I really like your messages, too. I want to believe that we will be able to meet and see each other for real. this gives me an incentive to finish my contract with the army as soon as possible, and even more willing to wait for our personal meeting. thank you for your warm hugs and for your passionate kiss through your letters, but I want to get it in reality! looking at your message, I understand how important it is for you to Express your emotions and desires, that I am really very important to you. this is very important to me, so I would like to believe that fate will decide in our direction and allow us to meet in person one day. I am happy that now I have become the person who changed you and changed your world, which made you rethink your goals in this life. I hope that when we meet in person, I can change your life even more and make you happy. while I was writing you these lines, my father also wrote me a letter. I was very nervous because I didn't know what he would say about my plans to meet you after the contract was completed. At first, he thought you were from our city, so the reaction was normal. But when he found out that you were not even from our country, he was very surprised and a little skeptical. In addition, I was very scared because of COVID. But in Russia, all military personnel were given the Corona vaccine, including me. So I'm not afraid of this virus. I also explained to my father that there was nothing to worry about. He calmed down. I told him everything, how we met, he understood everything and has nothing against our meeting. he explains this by saying that this is my life and if I am happy by taking this step - for him it is the most important thing that his daughter is happy. So you can be calm, because every father will do everything to make his daughter happy. Even at 30, it's nice to be "daddy's daughter". ;) After my father's positive response (to be honest, I expected a worse reaction), I thought a lot about you and our meeting. namely, where and under what circumstances we could meet. The long distance doesn't bother me at all, since it's only a few hours of flight for each of us. it would be easier for me if you could come to my city Grozny yourself. But I do not know if it will be safe for you, as fighting continues on the territory of Chechnya. The most important thing to understand is that this is a Muslim Republic, where religion is above any law. It is even more difficult for a woman to live in an environment where she does not have a say in society. So it's best if we meet on neutral ground. What do you think about it? And another important point - because of my service in the army, since every day I pass secret information through Morse code-the security service checks me so that I do not sell secret information to anyone, since I have a lot of military secrets in my head. If I tell anyone about this, they will immediately declare me an enemy of the state and put me in prison for treason. This is the reason why I signed the "non-disclosure Agreement". This means that I am not allowed to have private contact with foreigners. I have to report everything to the army. But I didn't follow the rules when we started talking. I didn't tell you about you because I was afraid. I am still afraid that they will understand otherwise and I will have problems because of it. There is no turning back now and it is too late to reveal all our cards. Do you understand? So the safest place for both of us to meet is in your country. After the contract, I have to tell the army where I plan to go on vacation. This is necessary in case of war. If this happens, I must return to Russia immediately. They need to know where I'm going to be so they can send a plane to pick me up. But no one can know that I'm coming to you. I will come to your country as an ordinary tourist. There we must come up with a plan for where and under what circumstances we will "accidentally meet". We still have time to come up with our" alibi " for how we met. Do you have any ideas on how to do this better and correctly? I'll listen to all your ideas. I hope you understand that this is a big responsibility and a huge risk for me. But I'm willing to take this step because I believe in our relationship. But I want to make sure that I'm doing the right thing, that my risk will be justified. And of course, before we meet, it's important for me to talk to you on the phone, to hear your voice, to understand your intentions. If I understand that you are sure of your intentions and really want to meet me, then I will come to you and we will fulfill all our dreams. I look forward to the moment when I will live a civilian life, not think about the war and make plans for the future, start a family, not follow the orders of the generals, and just enjoy life: Wake up and go to bed when I want, and not on orders. I think when my contract ends, the first thing I'll do is buy myself 10 Snickers bars and eat them non-stop until I'm ***. Joke. ;) My dream now is to eat something sweet, such as a cake or Eclair with cherry filling. I am now finishing my letter, I have a letter to write to my father. I look forward to hearing from you. Think carefully about everything I've written. These are very important things. see photos from the weekend. I hope you like it and send your new photos too. I wish you a pleasant day and success in your new work week.