Reports :

---Original Message---
Hello my dear Daniel I thought you didn't want to write to me anymore and I was worried that you didn't want to be with me...
I understand that you were in Denmark, but didn't you have a chance to write me from there? There is electricity and internet in every place and I find it hard to believe that you were without a cell phone for days...
Now as for our meeting and the options you suggested, I thought about it now and I want to say my thoughts.
First of all I don't like that we don't have specifics in our relationship because you don't tell me directly about everything.
From my side it looks like that, that we love each other and you said you wanted us to meet and so I went to the travel agency and started making travel arrangements.
Yes, we didn't know before that we needed so many documents and that the cost would be so big, but I was sure that I could count on you so I paid the down payment.
You know I always tell you openly and honestly about everything and I thought you would understand me too that I would need your financial help.
And you said you were willing to help me, but you were having trouble sending it to me.
I went to the bank, I figured out how you could do it, but then you had another problem...
You said this app is blocked in the Google Play Store because of insecurity.
I also thought it was weird that you started texting me very briefly and you had a request for me to send you my naked pics.
Also now you're telling me about friends from Russia and that they're telling you that I might not be a real person?
I just got the feeling that you don't want to tell me much and there is no understanding in our relationship and I don't even see any trust on your part.
I called the korona pay app and the support staff told me that there are no bans and it works in any country in the world because it is a certified app!
I also have thoughts that you didn't want to text me just because I didn't want to send you a photo and you decided not to waste time...
I have so many thoughts right now and I just don't know what to think. I fell in love with you during this time, I was sure that you were the man I had been waiting for all my life and believed that we were building a future together.
But now I just doubt that you're serious with me because you won't even listen to me and many things on your part are very strange.
Couldn't you write to me? Couldn't you Skype me and tell me that you're okay?
You now offer me to meet you in Minsk and say that you will give me money, but why should I do that?
I don't need a meeting for a couple of days and you probably want to sleep with me and then send me back to Russia?
It would be easier for you than for me to come to you and we spend my vacation together...
Or in general you have a family in Germany and you were looking for a mistress and that's why you don't want me to come...
I am very hurt and sad now, I am confused by all this, why if I love you I do not feel reciprocity, I feel only that you do not tell me much?
I even cried that night, because you weren't like this before and everything changed after I wanted to come to you...
I wonder and I want to ask you, what would you think in my place? What would I do now?
I ask you to answer me today, even if it's late at night I want to know your thoughts!
Oksana