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---Original Message---
lHello my dear Daniel I thought you didn't want to write to me anymore and I was worried that you didn't want to be with me...
I understand that you were in Denmark, but didn't you have a chance to write me from there? There is electricity and internet in every place and I find it hard to believe that you were without a cell phone for days...
Now as for our meeting and the options you suggested, I thought about it now and I want to say my thoughts.
First of all I don't like that we don't have specifics in our relationship because you don't tell me directly about everything.
From my side it looks like that, that we love each other and you said you wanted us to meet and so I went to the travel agency and started making travel arrangements.
Yes, we didn't know before that we needed so many documents and that the cost would be so big, but I was sure that I could count on you so I paid the down payment.
You know I always tell you openly and honestly about everything and I thought you would understand me too that I would need your financial help.
And you said you were willing to help me, but you were having trouble sending it to me.
I went to the bank, I figured out how you could do it, but then you had another problem...
You said this app is blocked in the Google Play Store because of insecurity. I also thought it was weird that you started texting me very briefly and you had a request for me to send you my naked pics.
Also now you're telling me about friends from Russia and that they're telling you that I might not be a real person?
I just got the feeling that you don't want to tell me much and there is no understanding in our relationship and I don't even see any trust on your part. I called the korona pay app and the support staff told me that there are no bans and it works in any country in the world because it is a certified app!
I also have thoughts that you didn't want to text me just because I didn't want to send you a photo and you decided not to waste time... I have so many thoughts right now and I just don't know what to think.
I fell in love with you during this time, I was sure that you were the man I had been waiting for all my life and believed that we were building a future together. But now I just doubt that you're serious with me because you won't even listen to me and many things on your part are very strange. Couldn't you write to me? Couldn't you Skype me and tell me that you're okay? You now offer me to meet you in Minsk and say that you will give me money, but why should I do that? I don't need a meeting for a couple of days and you probably want to sleep with me and then send me back to Russia? It would be easier for you than for me to come to you and we spend my vacation together... Or in general you have a family in Germany and you were looking for a mistress and that's why you don't want me to come... I am very hurt and sad now, I am confused by all this, why if I love you I do not feel reciprocity, I feel only that you do not tell me much? I even cried that night, because you weren't like this before and everything changed after I wanted to come to you... I wonder and I want to ask you, what would you think in my place? What would I do now? I ask you to answer me today, even if it's late at night I want to know your thoughts! Oksana

Good evening my dear Daniel, I am glad to receive your letter. It has been a bit of a difficult day for me and I have now come to the internet cafe to write to you again. I went to the bank to get a loan to pay off the rest of the money to the travel agency. I took all the necessary paperwork with me. When I went to the bank, there was a very long line. But I had no choice but to wait, the whole huge line. After that, when I was in line, I sat down at the bank manager's desk. The bank manager asked for my ID card and my paycheck and processed the loan application. He looked at all my documents, checked everything, and went to his supervisor to get a consultation from him. The bank manager came back 15 minutes later and told me I was denied a loan. He told me that I had a very small salary, so the bank could not give me a loan. But I was indignant and said I didn't understand why this was so? And I asked what was the reason for the denial? I did not understand why, and demanded an explanation from the manager. He told me that the situation in the economy had changed for the worse. And that now due to the unstable economy, sanctions and a number of other reasons the bank cannot give me a loan. The manager told me that he can't help me, I'm sorry, but you were denied a loan. I also asked the bank manager, how can I get your help from your country if you send me this? He said there is a way to use an international transfer app and then I can get your help right away. It's called Korona Pay and you can install it on your mobile and create an account and then choose to send it "in cash". Then you'll have a way to pay it from your bank with Trustly Online. Honestly, I'm having a hard time understanding all of this.
I hope it will work for us now and we'll be able to pay it in full and then I'll book the tickets. My darling, I love you with all my heart, you are the best man on this planet and I want to hug and kiss you for real! I want to go home now, I am already hungry, and I will tell my mother the good news that I will come to you soon!
I'll wait for your letter and wish you a good evening!
Your sweet Oksana