Reports :

My darling John, I also miss your letters, and miss writing to you, and I don't want you to think that I while away long summer evenings with a next guy, or went to visit my former colleagues in Transylvania. Believe it or not, I haven't got a large experience with men, moreover, it's not very easy for me to find a man which might excite my interest - at times I even wonder whether everything is at least all right with me:)

I'll be simple and frank with you - for a reasonable time already I haven't been going out with guys, I've certainly denied several suggestions, primarily they all were made in quite a ****** and monotonously boring way - even not promising great impressions:) I may seem different to different people, but not so many try to discern me in the way you are doing, and I feel I'm becoming used to it!:) So I tell you - no, they don't treat me with dignity and respect, but I guess it would be more reasonable to give me several lessons instead of them, what do you think?:)