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-Original Message-
How are you doing today? Hope everything is fine. I think that all people are lunatics in love. They depand on their second halves completely. Love makes them behave like crazy people. Perhaps that's not bad. It causes strange actions sometimes. If love is a poison I would prefer be given this poison every day. Only the person who is in love can fullfill a bath with champagne for the lover, only he can give his beloved hundreds of roses and spend the whole night singing songa for his love. That's the most wonderful thing in the world. To feel that you need someone so badly that you can't help thinking of Him every minute. To feel that someone need you to be able to breathe. Your letters are so tender and warm! I never heard such words from anyone. I think that russian men simply don't know these word. Your words're so pleasant for me that it brings me to the sky! Sometimes I feel so lonely here during weekends. I have got some friends but they're not you. Since I met you they are not enough for me. I can't emagine how I could live without you. You showed me what real life is, filled with emotions and expectations. I'm so happy I found you Gavin! I thought A person can live without love as I did. I thought it's better not to love than feel hurt and humiliation one day. But now I know that love can avoid disappointment. You tought me how to be pleased with your life, to be satisfied with every day. Every morning when I wake up I think of you Gavin. And I know that noone can hurt me because there's you in my life - so understanding and tender. I've been searching for a person who'll be worth trusting. And I've found you finally. This person may be my second half I think sometimes. I'll fill the emptiness in his soul, And in he'll be the one in my heart. Person needs several things to be happy and now I know that Love is the most important. I tried to find love here but iwas given only roughness and disrespect. It hurt me horribly.But in the end I met a person who I can dream about future with. That's you honey. Lie spoilts relationships. That's why I ask you not to deceive me. You know - bitter true is better then sweet lie. I'm sure you're an honest person and you'r not going to deceive me. Am I right? I hope I am. I'm afraid of my heart being broken again. I really want to come to you and to try to create serious relationships with you. This is essential now for me. I talked to the menager of the travel agency and tomorrow he is going to tell me all the details of my trip. He said it's possible for them to organise my coming to you. They've already experienced such trips. I hope we'll come to agreement. This agency seems to be very reliable. I'll write you tomorrow or the day after tomorrow about our contract.