Reports :

Such a pity there is no reply from you. I was waiting so much for your letter. Hope that you’ve got my previous e-mail where I sent you my mail address. I have friend Vika. She is close friend. She makes all my pics. She likes to photographe me. It's her hobby. I like to pose her. I already spoke you - I shall arrive to you in a month. I still choose college in which I shall go to study. I shall inform you the name when I shall know. I shall know all the information in a week. I am going from the post office. I decided to send my parents a letter. As I already told you I am not really in good relations with them. But any way, they are my parents and I love them. I also have a brother and he is younger than me and they give him all the love they have. They always loved him more than me and didn’t pay much attention to me. My mum wanted to have a son very much and she couldn’t get pregnant for a long time and she was very happy when she got to know she was going to have a son. Of course, it hurts to know that they love him a lot and are not very interested in my life. But if they are happy, I am glad for them. When I have returned from Australia, I entered the Pedagogical Institute and studied for an educator. I worked as an educator in the kindergarten as soon as I finished it. Though I like children a lot, the salary was too small to continue working there. You know it is rather difficult to live alone when you don’t have any help from anyone. That’s why I decided to try and find another job. I had relations with men in my life. But I can’t depend on a man. When I love I give all of myself to this person. Unfortunately, men can’t always appreciate this. I like sex but I think that when you are in relations with someone you should be faithful and do not betray the one who lives with you. Unfortunately, men here want to have everything, a faithful wife and another woman as a lover. I am a very devoted and faithful person and this I can’t accept. Hope you understand me. Sex is very good but I accept it only with the person that I love. I am not a virgin but at the same time I am not a slut. My last relations were 2 years ago. Unfortunately, it didn’t work out as he was too busy spending good time with his friends all the time and he almost paid no attention to me. I was just like a beautiful thing for him and nothing more. Since that time I had no relations with other men. Well, it is not really comfortable to talk about sex right now. You know that I write from the internet cafe and there are lots of people around me. And also I don’t know you too good yet to discuss this topic. I have to go now. People are coming and coming to the internet cafe and you know my time is limited (15min). Internet cafe is a place where everyone can come and use a computer there. We have to pay for such a service. It is not a library where you can use computers free of charge. When I lived in Australia I often went to the library and could use computer there as long as I needed. But here the time is limited as there are too many people who need to use them. Please, tell me about your family. What relations do you have with them? Enjoy you day!!! All the best to you. YULIYA. P.S. I asked you in my previous letter to send me your address. I want to send you a card and my picture. Or perhaps, I will send you a hand written letter.