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When I think about you, my eyes start to water because i know you are somewhere else and not in my arms. But the thought of you keeps me going and going for another breathe of fresh air to keep my longing for you in my life going. I will never leave you, and I will truly never hurt you. I admire you. You are my inspiration for anything, and everything on this cold damp earth. I never thought my time would come to love, and then it came and I was hit with so much emotion and power i did not know where to put it all. I have stacked it piece by piece in my heart for you.
I truly believe you are my soul mate, and you are the only woman i will only give all i have to offer forever.. i hope you never let go of me because i love you, and i know you love me too as much as i love you. Just the thought of you brightens my day completely, and sometimes i will be bringing you there on purpose to make myself happy when i am down. Picturing your face makes me smile, and i cannot wait to actually see that adoring woman I know with the unforgettable smile i know so soon.. I treasure you locked in the big steel safe of my heart. I love you, sweetheart, and that is the only thing that is never going to change in my life. I wanted to send you this letter because, I think that you need to know what I am feeling. And i thought this may be a way to tell you and that you can look back at this letter when you are feeling down and think of what you mean to me, and how special you are to me. I want you to know how important you are to me and that I treasure every moment with you. Having you in my life has taught me the true meaning of love and i have only you to thank for that. Our kind of love only happens once in a lifetime and i know that i will never love anyone else the way that i love you. I want you also to know that you have become someone very special in my life and i thank you for welcoming me into yours. Thank you for filling my life with love and making it so wonderful. i wonder what would have become of me if i never met you. Your love is the sunshine that shines every day of my life, you are the rain that showers in my soul... love is a magic, it works like a miracle., your love is magic, I am so glad to be with you Mary dear!!
Loving you more everyday and every second,
Your Jay M. Benito.