Reports :

"Hi sweetie, How has your day been dear?and i hope you are preparing for your trip, and we finally have water in the pool today,My day had been so busy, I have been running errands,trying to prepare for my trip tomorrow,I had been thinking a lot about you today despite my busy schedule, I had taken my time to read all of our texts and email ,I want you to know i am so happy you have been coming out fully honest with me and i am totally ready to accept you into my life with all that is yours,I want you to know that I will make you happy and i will not do anything to hurt you..I am going to print out this picture of yours from my computer and put it in my wallet so i can look at your face whenever i feel like on my trip..
I was sent down to earth for a mission, a mission to find someone that will complete me,after the death of Kimberly I never thought that my task would be fulfilled again till now that am meeting you. I had finally found the perfection that I had been seeking for all my life. At the very moment, I didn't believe my eyes as the woman that I thought only existed in fairy tale now is feeling the same way i do. Staring at the moon each night, I cant wait to stare at your gentle smile, the smile that will give me the strength to make the impossible possible.

My affection for you grows each and everyday. I am totally getting addicted to you as if you're the only drug that kept me from dying. When I looked at your pictures, I saw the real me, a person that lives for a goal and a purpose. I will keep praying hard each day, just to hope that you and I can be in a relationship that is more than just this someday soon . For now, I've written this letter to declare my sincere feelings for you and I will be right here waiting for you.

I get this warm sensual feeling every time I think of you. When I sleep at night, all that has been on my head since we met is you. I wish I could hold you in my arms. I dream of the day when I could kiss you passionately on your soft sweet lips and listen to your heart beating because it will be sweet music to my ears. All I can say is let me be the one you love; let me be the one whose love you need.I don't really know how I can express my feelings to you because its seems so weird and I am stopping even as i am writing this message and thinking about what has been happening to me for the past days...I am just putting all in the hands of God and i don't want to wrestle with His will for us...I want God's will to be done with us..
I believe through this message,you will understand me. I want to take you as a flower in my hand with which I'm charged with for responsibility to look ever after, respect you and to keep fresh. Next to you is like being next to paradise.
I will so much appreciate it if you are mine and mine only. You are the reasons for my smiles since God had brought us together, you give me butterflies in my stomach every time i read from you,I woke up this morning and i felt OOH GOSH why am i feeling like a teenager just falling in love, and the reasons for my fears.You are giving me a good reason for living my life a brand new with a God assured expected end. You Debbie,Haley and your kids will be the only reason for my happiness. I want you; I need you; and though its sounds so weird I want you to know that i am falling in love with you! Life would be incomplete without you now. Life would be unbearable. Give me your love and now I've given you my heart. It is yours do with it as you may, but remember,Debbie, it's for always!!
I hope to hear from you when you this evening.. Love
Tim John"